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27 September 2006 @ 11:41 am
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He said he wants to make love to me.

He can't love me, he just fucking CAN'T.

I can't deal with this.

I don't know how to deal with this.


I barely know the man. He can't. I can't.

He's going to say those words again and I'm going to blush and choke up like a goddamn schoolgirl. It's disgusting.

I don't know what to do.

Roy, what do I do?

This isn't like us. He doesn't want me as a soldier. He wants me as a lover. Not equal--deeper than that. Complete.

WHat the fuck am I supposed to do?